rock steady

it's 3 am now.. mic is in sydney now with her bro.. so i have no one online to talk to. promise her that though we wouldn't be able to talk so much cos she's reverting to a normal lifestyle.. i'll still write to her. nvr thought that i'll be able to strike up something with a classmate in a class where it sucked for 2 yrs. and female to boot. jane's cg disbanded. it's sad, but everyone's gonna get stronger from this change. change is gd, only when u respond correctly. it sucks sometimes. realise that i not so hard up abt cyn anymore.. things are starting to look up regarding this. sometimes it's just so easy to talk when u're not head over heels in love with her. passed her the card on sunday. and took home a stack of her photos to scan. see.. i'm still nice.. *pukes* got an sms frm her saying it was so sweet of me and she appreciates it. being sweet and appreciated doesn't get u anywhere, does it? well, i wasn't looking for anything from her. just a card to wish her happy bday. had a hard time thinking of what to write. had a scanning session just now.. for my own pics.. scanned like 57 pics in all. finished cyn's yest. was going to pass everything to her but ced came on.. grrr..