rock steady

appointment with mark and weipeng cancelled. weipeng is busy again. i wonder if we are his friends or not. maybe not. went for the 2nd bbq in 5 days. this time it was a SP bbq. it was actually for those who went for the parade of schools. i was with ray as we went out to get a gift for ying jie. so i tagged along. we were also supposed to go and visit april's bf's stall at the pasir panjang market. business was gd and they sold out early. and i was looking forward to eating something from there for free. anyway back to the bbq.. ray and i were like quite anti-social. actually quite is an understatement. so we just sat there together and almost thought that we were from the same cell grp. ppl there were quite friendly and came up to us to make small talk. ray was like super advertising me all the way and i felt so embarrassed. not going to go to a bbq where i dont know everyone and will end up being advertised. for once, i'm content to have no target in mind. =)