rock steady

sometimes it justs feel so good not to have someone in yur head all the time. u don't get preoccupied with him/her and u daydream 50% less. going to meet mark and gang out on fri. i think i'm going to sit on the north-east line that day. the whole line. so i can take the pics and show them to mic. waiting to see what davina has wrote for me. i'm rubbing my hands in glee. basically i've just wasted one month of my time doing nothing. except for the last one week where i felt i did something purposeful. though it was just sending ppl t makeup service and cell grp. but it felt gd to contribute. i dont mind the appreciation but i know i can survive without it. i'm just happy to contribute =) beta get to praying before i fall asleep