rock steady

attended like 2 music performances in a wk.. ok.. so from a daily blog.. this has become a weekly or depends on inspiration period blog. just want to talk abt sonicfest. wat is sonicfest? it's a chrisitian music festival. and i was pretty impressed by the bands that were up there.. even though one of them, sky in euphoria, i can't even make up wat they were singing about or playing.. it was just grunting and bouncing ard on stage.. and a few groupies trying to make a fool of themselves. Corevial.. a band from our church got the most support at noon.. cos a lot of our church ppl were there.. like ard 10. that's a lot.. wish they had stick ard for the other stuff too. i guess i was pretty impressed by Ad_He_Sive. they're a kiwi band. and they rock. oh yeah. i was there quietly enjoying the music and taking it all in thru the eardrums. i tink when we go on stage to perform.. wat makes us stand out as Christians is the material that we sing. we got to sing stuff abt God to God. if not.. it'll be no different from anyother thing out there. wish one day i'll be up there singing stuff that we wrote abt God, for God to God. that'll be cool. yeah. realise that it's so hard to really be a leader. u gotta stand out. u'll never be Mr Popular cos u have to make unpopular decisions. i realise i got a lot of work to do to be a leader. and i thank God He's placing me in a training ground right now. i guess one thing that a leader has to do is to hold the group together and not let it split here and there. with God.. all things are possible. amen. i believe God will develop me into a leader with my own style of doing things and things still work out well. amen. i gotta watch myself. i'm starting to get closer with her. i dont want to fall head over heels with her. though she's quite a looker. lol. it's not my time and it's not my season. sometimes i wonder y do temptations look so gd. i think they have to so that they can tempt ya. =) it's really time to arrange my priorities. and God is going to be numero uno. i will do my best to ensure. i want to be faithful.