rock steady

tired. drained. unmotivated. why do i feel like this all of a sudden? or has it been slowly creeping up on me? oh yeah, heavy. the weight of responsibility. i hate it. suddenly, everyone is mr/miss sensitive. and i'm like treading on minefields wherever i go. i do want to react back exactly the same way cos' there's just so much that one can take. and i've taken a lot and never even given back any bit. oh, part of me can't wait to lash out at the unfortunate soul who wants to pick a bone with me. i'm like so boiling inside. i've had enough of sarcasm. grrr... stop sticking swords in me. i can't take it anymroe.