rock steady

firstly, everything online's a bit fishy.. i log in into my Gmail and blogspot and it's all chinese.. hmmm.. just weird.. listening to smashing pumpkins's 1979.. such a long time, almost 5 yrs since i last heard the riffs of that songs. It's just plain amazing how ppl have progressed and some have not. Usher frens from sunday service? Most are gone.. while ppl i usually thought as plain and boring have been slow and steady and are making good progress. The ppl i hang out more with? Erm.. backslided? Out of ministry? Hanging ard still doing nothing? Ya.. that's abt it. Ushering's just getting duller and duller. And i'm just hanging on.. for? I dont really know...