Tuesday, March 18, 2008
And it was two days
It has been sometime since I last wrote the last entry. After a flurry of thoughts in February that sparked off a few inner thought-provoking paragraphs, the pen has dried up and the thoughts in my mind slowing down to a crawl.
Today marks the second day of work in a new environment, three days to Easter and the second day that I felt the communication dam between someone was finally broken. There isn't anything really noteworthy about work so far. As first few days are concerned, they have been mundane to speak of, idling away the time reading up on relevant information that will prove useful in the foreseeable future and seeking solace in the company of friends via email and real-time messaging systems.
Copy writing is outsourced at the present moment by our company, and if I could brush up on my writing skills, soon it will become a distant memory of the past. Calculating the rates they charge our customers for copy writing, it seems that it's a tidy sum to work one's cranium to churn out attention grabbing and insightful paragraphs.
Easter is coming soon upon the world, about two days to be exact at this time of writing. Certain issues burden me greatly, though I do my best not to be weighed down by their thoughts. It's sad that as we celebrate the sacrifice of one man's life for the eternal future of millions, one has decided to throw his salvation away as though it meant nothing. Perhaps, it does really mean nothing to him, for who is this man, and who does it mean to him anyway that he shall be eternally grateful for that decision which has caused his name to be spoken and mentioned on the lips of millions. When there is no connection, there is no cause for concern. For all the time he was around, I never really knew him. It seems that there are certain things that were hidden, meant to be unseen from the rest of us. I could make so many excuses at this moment, but I guess I should have done better in all this. On this Easter, while the world gets a lot brighter, I know of one whose light has dimmed, but not extinguished.
Does anything happen by coincidence? If only we believe them to be so, and if we hold that to be true, nothing that happen will be by coincidence. For to me, they are two extremes which hold weight. From one message which was sent wrongly, to the person that we discussed about, the solution to communicate became apparent and urgent. It turned out for the better, and everyone's just more open right now. I hope that the situation will maintain its current status quo while progressing towards more openness and trust.
My employment status has now been stabilised while financially, it remains stable while balancing precariously on the ledge of mismanagement. I struggle to find the lighter side to it as I witness one portion of my life brought into balance as the other threatens to plunge into free-fall. Matters of the heart remain as they are, ambiguious and unresolved. It's really beyond me right now to even comment on them.
I am heading back to work but
I'll still be one of the good guys
cos there's just too many of the bad ones around.
Today marks the second day of work in a new environment, three days to Easter and the second day that I felt the communication dam between someone was finally broken. There isn't anything really noteworthy about work so far. As first few days are concerned, they have been mundane to speak of, idling away the time reading up on relevant information that will prove useful in the foreseeable future and seeking solace in the company of friends via email and real-time messaging systems.
Copy writing is outsourced at the present moment by our company, and if I could brush up on my writing skills, soon it will become a distant memory of the past. Calculating the rates they charge our customers for copy writing, it seems that it's a tidy sum to work one's cranium to churn out attention grabbing and insightful paragraphs.
Easter is coming soon upon the world, about two days to be exact at this time of writing. Certain issues burden me greatly, though I do my best not to be weighed down by their thoughts. It's sad that as we celebrate the sacrifice of one man's life for the eternal future of millions, one has decided to throw his salvation away as though it meant nothing. Perhaps, it does really mean nothing to him, for who is this man, and who does it mean to him anyway that he shall be eternally grateful for that decision which has caused his name to be spoken and mentioned on the lips of millions. When there is no connection, there is no cause for concern. For all the time he was around, I never really knew him. It seems that there are certain things that were hidden, meant to be unseen from the rest of us. I could make so many excuses at this moment, but I guess I should have done better in all this. On this Easter, while the world gets a lot brighter, I know of one whose light has dimmed, but not extinguished.
Does anything happen by coincidence? If only we believe them to be so, and if we hold that to be true, nothing that happen will be by coincidence. For to me, they are two extremes which hold weight. From one message which was sent wrongly, to the person that we discussed about, the solution to communicate became apparent and urgent. It turned out for the better, and everyone's just more open right now. I hope that the situation will maintain its current status quo while progressing towards more openness and trust.
My employment status has now been stabilised while financially, it remains stable while balancing precariously on the ledge of mismanagement. I struggle to find the lighter side to it as I witness one portion of my life brought into balance as the other threatens to plunge into free-fall. Matters of the heart remain as they are, ambiguious and unresolved. It's really beyond me right now to even comment on them.
I am heading back to work but
I'll still be one of the good guys
cos there's just too many of the bad ones around.
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